If a Guru does not know that, he is not a Guru.
If a Guru does not know that, he is not a Guru.
A formal initiation process is called Dhiksha. It may be done with a Mantra, or by sight, touch or by remembering (‘smarana’).
There is nothing wrong against taking multiple initiations. But that is not necessary. Though there are so many rules and regulations, God is above all of this. You stick to whatever you are right now and continue your practice. God will take care of you. He knows what best to give you and will do so at the opportune moment.
There is nothing wrong in your approach. Don’t compel your mind to accept anything. Shower more and more love on Krishna. He will show you a true Guru by Himself.
Many people believe that only with the help of Guru can one attain God. It is actually the other way round – only with the help of God can one attain a real Guru.
If you possess intense Bhakti, your Guru will come by himself (even if he does not physically exist) to you in your dreams and initiate you in your dreams or in your meditation. Otherwise, you can take initiation from a living Guru from the same lineage.
Chant, Chant, Chant…
Chant the Mahamantra.
That is the real symbol that you have received Guru and God’s grace. No other indicator is necessary.
The Guru sees only love. There are many people who are born in orthodox, pious families, take only vegetarian food; abstain from eating even onions, offer the food to the Lord every time they partake of it, perform regular prayers and good deeds, and always live in a divine atmosphere. Even such people are not able to overcome lust, jealousy, greed and so on. If that is the case, then what about the rest? So don’t think that your faults and impurities will keep you away from the Guru. He sees only your love and blinds himself to all other aspects.
Pure love has a wonderful magical power – it can soften the rough, convert impure to pure, dirty to clean poor to rich, fool to wise and eventually, man to God.